Sunday, December 31, 2023

buko pandan

pelik, pelik, pelik, pelik.
but someway somehow
he got his head straight
because the tv in anime is real life
and he found a way inside it.

going to art gang with Japan
to find out what a real person is.
dat's funal funtasy
where the vegetable is fresh
and friends don't inquire what you are. 

late night talk show.
the feeling is mega deja vu. 
because she hates being alone. 
who would buy another person 
a car for a birthday gift?

the friendlies you meet as a barista
like a pilot friend.
he knows that the sky is blue
when it's games night
at the actor's house.

it's like understanding murder.
there comes a time
when a small ripple
becomes a giant wave
after being true to self.

Saturday, December 30, 2023

Osaki Ni Shitsurei Shimasu

doing something that's never been done before. crazy mad or mad crazy. we all come from somewhere. something caused us. let's cause something. The human spirit is amazing. 

a shortcut through the residential area. personal top 200 list. Bar hopping. secret menu of artisanal coffee shop. TRYING A decade. creating rhythm through a new fitness routine.

toy rage. cloud sighting. Weird boyfriends. a madness release (because of inch-resting qast of qharacters). he knows the names of the porn stars. 1.25 speed indonesian movies.

what are people? people are weird creatures. buying snacks for friends in another country. reality is harsh. but also beautiful. Happy happy break with Hanabie's pardon song. 

Tuesday, December 26, 2023

school at night (too many voices to pay attention to_)

ugh... yuck!
bad coffee.
said to be the key to opening multiversal doors. 
(life is not fair
but we help and influence each other. 
it'd be a waste to miss that.)
so just drink that coffee.
and I promise you won't miss any story beats.
monsters, toys, aliens. 
all of it.

because,
as a wise man once said,
if you spend too long sucking on a lollipop,
you'll miss out on centolla fueguina.
amongst other things
like Grande Caramel Nonfat Latte,
Lithuanian snacks,
German bread.
they're all accessible through verse jumping.

some things
are better than everything or nothing
BUT
a lot of somethings
is better than some things.
especially
when it gets close
to everything
or nothing.

making friends 
with the birds
at school
at night,
the mangaka
who loves mangoes
connects with so many worlds.
past, future, present.
because there are too many voices to pay attention to
aside from his own.

Monday, December 25, 2023

penguin

man...
what's my brain?
where are the boring people? 

trippytrippy 


i miss eating in Antarctica.
2021 was so long ago.


back then,
Hasanabi and Ruben Onsu were together
in a dream.
my dream.
where your stalker got to hang out with billionaires. 

that being said,
if they replicated my brain.
it won't be me. 
there'd be another me.

that's why 
it's handy to know first aid.

it gives the villain another face.
a long face.
one that looks like anime. 
like a young Marisa Tomei
enjoying vitamin c.

but they spent too long
sucking on a lollipop
that they missed out on centolla fueguina.

sadz.



Sunday, December 24, 2023

bagel 220

. chupacabras . Akropolis KlaipÄ—da . tuning peg .
. Double Fine . Vilniaus Akropolis . Un Preview .
. Bobby Zilch . Backroom Labyrinth . honor code .
. family time . Sarah Midori Perry . foam sword .
. Dogen Boole . anorexia athletica . town clerk .
                
1. gag order. 1. jelly bean jar. 1. birdwatcher.                   
2. root beer. 2. licensed music. 2. rye whiskey.
3. Lochmarne. 3. coffee thermos. 3. Channelwood.
4. Ave Maria. 4. Karen Reynolds. 4. Haven Point.
5. salt wind. 5. Steph Gingrich. 5. mining town.

- mine rounds - North Oregon Coast - track star -
- Majestic 12 - Kiyosumi Shirakawa - corn syrup -                    
- Jaime Reyes - All Saints Records - Gray Death -
- sleep apnea - Trout Spring Trail - spider web -
- AsapSCIENCE - Sydney Opera House - Lulu Prost -

bonus: Omocat / Hitoribocchi Tokyo / Emily Shaw







The Pontificating King. Ah.

pondering Pon De Ring with a pornbrain.

the pontificating king has gone insane.

holding a grudge against Eiichiro Oda.

boi, this boy sure loves his soda.


the one and only artist in existence.

the greatest and mightiest of victims.

constantly holding out for true love. 

when simple kind gestures are not enough. 


nearby locals, all beneath him.

always in need of babysitting. 

time is filled with gremlin activities.

live in filth till he grows titties.


make believe stories of abuse.

live for glory, waste his youth.

too important to lend a hand.

his life's mission: seek revenge.

madchester

prison guard.
no alcohol.
he only drinks pork and Guinness.
just don't tell him that Guinness is alcoholic. 
miss grumpy
doesn't like picnic.
her one and only dream: to be a twin.
sits alone.

the new album?
they say
it's made for the weird ones.
not the early fans.
so much
can change in a year.
from dnb
to traditional jazz.

group photo
of art science gang _
celebrating 
the rehabilitation of prisoners.
doing cigarattes
for friendly people
who know
what they're willing to die for.

looking swag
after providing help.
everyone wins
when they learn from each other.
the gremlin
waits for a manic pixie.
a watamote
creeping, stalking, perving.

Klaus Kinski

no one is responsible for pudding having sugar.
it is meant to happen.
you can't blame it on the secret police.

watching and rewatching Dunki won't change the fact
that everyone rots.
even international superstars. 

a lucky day with no jealous people nor exploitation
is food delivery.
it brings to mind an essential pop-punk album.

there are no gremlins in a healthy community. 
only people.
why is the internet the way that it is?

thou can shocketh the brain in so many ways.
new days forever
because the author knows people inside out. 

hello, people from the future.
may your head be bald and your nails be cut
by german bread.

Elias is a toptier prison escapist.
you are what you eat. 
so he knows the names of every vtuber and streamer.

like a princess but without all the servants,
spread your wings and fly.
but everyone will know how degenerate you are. 

award show

it's like asking for another kiss right after the first.
make sure you catch everything with your digital camera.
everyone is there.
promoting cool things. 
that one guy appeared in 62 TV shows. 

also, don't put your head in anybody's mouth.
because you can't eat motivation.
what's done is done.
don't overthink your assignment.
nobody's brain is getting rearranged by a gremlin.

we are all meant to make stinkers and bangers.
they teach you either way.
achievement is temporary.
just as long as you get to a dining table
you'll be fine.

people are naturally cute when they help each other.
not when they make themselves king.
kings can be beggars.
weirdos and normies are heroes.
but it's not something everyone wants to watch.

Wednesday, December 20, 2023

messages to the future.

moral doctor.
listening to Bob Dylan.
drinking vending machine coffee.
respect for all lives.
responsible like a hero.

evil can be painfully obvious.
constant self-report.
why are they that way?
it's hard to know 
until we look at the mirror. 

it's a long journey.
an epic journey.
sending messages to the future.
virtually anything
can be a time machine.

so many sus elements
in wish-fulfillment.
but then again,
lotsa discoveries.
ppl enjoyingn alochol.

food lovers are lucky.
their love is easy to explain.
we get tired of things
real fast. 
it's hard to innovate.

universal themes.
a world with no perverts.
expecting the best 
out of everyone.
the excitement of a concert.

ice cream

what do we eat with our eyes?

information,
movies,
other people's favourite things,
but not ice cream. 
maybe anime food.

but that's it.

it's hard to believe you've watched that movie. 
you've had that lined up for so long.
but now you've finished it.

congratulations,
you're human.
and humans have so many needs.

there's not enough music sometimes.
considering how much time is out there.
life is too long. 
the universe is longer. 
music is so hard to trust.

there's always so much to do.

so don't be afraid of time travel
it doesn't exist.

speaking of...

what if Mayuri was a big character?
the world's gotta forget Indiana Jones at some point, right?

right?

lunch break

everything is corny and predictable.
why 10000 views?

Mr. Muscles, J Banana, and Alexei 
got lucky.
turned boring into exciting.

everyone is talented.
everyone is connected.
so don't be crazy.
close the container once.
don't be an anti-normie avoiding anything related to the NFL.

be big in Liverpool
like Mr. Muscles, J Banana, and Alexei.

they never run out of names.

people want the latest games,
you know that?
you can't just put Time Crisis in there
just because you love it.
that's a no bueno.

running an arcade is tricky.
you shouldn't make enby characters just for jokes.

everything is something to somebody.

you gotta respect other people's lifestyles.
because we are all lifestyle people.
gotta try alternative milk.

Mr. Muscles, J Banana, and Alexei
eat together during lunch break.

Speedrunner

good at so many things.

hungry and horny
with skills to back it up.


codename: Speedrunner.

the number one enemy of disgruntled anime fans.

he has a big face.
bigger than his head.

never in love with power. 

and is overwhelmingly beautiful.


comes from the West
lives in the East
sleeps in the South
chills at the beach
born in the North


making history (always)


there are so many normal people
and he is one of them.

dog.

what is a dog?
and are we sure it's an animal?

i say it's a model
enjoying food at an indian wedding.
eating to pass the time.

that's the life.

mountains are mountains
and rivers are rivers. 
but dog is an exotic model.

Italian food is so different in Italy.
she's Italian.
her mother is Italian too.
and so is her brother. 
SHOCK. 

everyone eats food.
that's a fact of life. 

i bet Chris Heria eats food.
i don't know what food exactly.
i don't follow him that much.
but one has to eat 
to have lived as long as he has.

german new year

2023 was so long ago.
tomorrow is a promising day
because of the movie you had lined up.
it's giving you the same feeling
as winning competitions.

what is a real feeling?
is it the attachment one has for a stand fan?
who knows or cares?
swimming and gymnastics
give you life.

our personal truths
can be very unique yet universal.
a familiar tune. 
it's dog psychology
so say something nice.

everyone is Metallica.
are you ready?
this is a private party.
uber clean and strong.
exploding with interests.

one does not change who they are 
simply by cutting their hair.
welcome to the real world.
everyone is a chocolate person.
bonne chance!

all the examples
of things you don't understand
are the same yet different.
I asked Anamizu
if they liked John Wick 4.

happy german new year. 
have some loukoumades.

bagel 219

. spicy nuggets . Loka City . road warrior .
. Typhon Mining . kentongan . Jolena Shore .
. Ethan Lambert . keroncong . Poughkeepsie .
. drinking bird . lunch box . summer break .
. Michelle Reis . Pat Maine . Beaver Creek .

1. Red Edison. 1. Polygon. 1. mango sorbet.
2. blind hope. 2. seasons. 2. Crimson Acid.
3. Home Alone. 3. domains. 3. Cassie Marin.
4. Costa Rica. 4. Haarper. 4. coffee maker.
5. bus ticket. 5. itch.io. 5. tweed jacket.               

- spring wreath - Alan Wake - greasemonkey -
- Chock-O-Crisp - Alex Chen - space rocket -
- Ariana Simard - Sean Diaz - Puerto Lobos -
- small victory - TalcoMart - Esteban Diaz -
- Marconi Union - Slayyyter - Moneybagg Yo -

bonus: artbooks / Jeon Somi / Takuya Oyama




Friday, December 15, 2023

sekai.

oo the world is a big big place
and a small small place.
forget an ameriboo today.
remember a local tomorrow.
because anyone can shine.
naturally cool.
but we can't avoid the cringe.
a sugarbrain that never cleans.
using the famous as mirrors
to avoid any self-reflection.
when we trippytrippy trip trip,
everyone becomes one.
happiness away from gremlins.
rocking Spiritbox lyrics.
connecting people with music
while connecting to people. 
buying food for roommates
and having no regrets.
there is no one right way.
the ultimate immersive sim
is about representing
your place and people.
because being yourself
is being a lot.
___________

in the wondrous world 
of masked singers,
everyone loves an underdog story
because humans can't resist good food.
they're blown away by everyone and everything
looking forward to tomorrow.
defining 
and redefining
the real world
can take the hype levels
beyond 9000
with 
2 hours 
if you're a band from 1993

Nikolay, Maria

regular jogging.
interested in everything.
not hateful of people who try.
minimal babysitting.
they don't save if beyond saving.
heroes with private lives. 

appreciate beauty.
part of community.
love to paint, dance, and sing.
natural travel guides.
they know all the sights.
they do not talk down local things.

[weight on shoulders.
take care of others.
no time for little gremlins.
respect for elders.
providing shelters
for those who help the living.]

keeping connections
with words and actions.
they thrive in normieland.
pursuing passions
amid changing fashions.
so much they understand.

big tyre

liking yourself is not a competition.
it feels great.
you feel handsome.
because the story involves everybody.

what is the world?
it's big, small, and connected.
relatable jank
with perfect skin and teeth.

internet racism
is strong. 
anti-normies proud of their manhwas.
what's everybody searching now?

people are hard to categorize.
the brain takes in 
11 million bits of information every second
according to legend.

adventurers with no broken brains, 
what does a kid know?
entertainers,
irresponsibility, and sweets.

trend awareness
is common in normieland.
and so are
mates apologizing to each other.

understanding characters
makes cool
by broadening horizons.
it's not just a dumb childhood show.

no travelling supplies
in a four by four
for weebs and ameriboos in cringeland.
only comments.

Janku

good things happen for no reason sometimes. 
let it hit when it hits. 
the world get bigger and smaller at the same time. 
very relatable.
days don't have to blend with each other.

a cowboy from the future.
standout jrock maker.
ROBOT DOG Joins The Battle.
OLIVIA RODRIGO impersonator.
laptop made in 2007.

What is my brain? 
What is madness?
What is good taste?
Why are some people so miserable?
what is real? _________________Whatifeverythingmatters

So many big names we forget.
Everyone has an expiry date.
many species go extinct.
all songwriting tricks are predictable.
people come and go.

1) newbies
2) vet
3) experts
4) legends
5) the stuff everyone knows

Measuring hype.
Why are some names bigg?
A positive self-image.
Home.
SO SKILLED you no longer try.

galge

there's loads of junkity junk to get lost in.
trends, animes, non-trends, trans, trans fat.
everything is important
but then again, not.
so might as well try everything
including the stuff we've been avoiding.

difficult people,
when we get in their heads
it's a very otherworldly experience.
eating like a pig
and entertaining wish-fulfillment fantasies.
the stuff you can learn from junk

you forget your own problems
when you're invested in other people's problems.
trash is fuel.
it's easy, it's difficult, it's relatable.
because our intentions have intentions
so we'll never know our true intentions.

but we can open up the world together
and say hello
to weirdos and normies.
it's the accumulation of a hundred million steps.
smiles are easier than you think. (1)
we are how we sleep.

bagel 218

. official tour . Necry Talkie . unexplained problem . 
. Alkaline Trio . Yvette Young . Gremlin Interactive .
. Max Mittelman . Machine Girl . Cherry Lane Theatre .
. civil servant . goguma latte . What Made Maddy Run .
. Stephanie Soo . Jane Remover . Fancy Meat Computer .

1. Steppa Pig. 1. Guitar World. 1. The Neighbourhood.                 
2. bad habits. 2. Tor Anderson. 2. Belgian chocolate.
3. Ember Twin. 3. Bright Falls. 3. grandfather clock.
4. 81 Produce. 4. Jake Baldino. 4. Christabel Annora.
5. noise rock. 5. Crypt Worlds. 5. Kaizen Game Works.
                                 
- federal crime - Robyn Miller - squirrel intestines -
- Future Palace - Gol D. Roger - right-handed hammer -
- Hawt Dawg Man - olive branch - Cauldron Lake Lodge -
- social worker - Wu-Tang Clan - Alabaster Daydreams -
- Kurt Vonnegut - Agathe Falls - Ross's Game Dungeon -
                  
bonus: necklace / Ninth Warden / disorder, disbelief 




Sunday, December 10, 2023

Pikachu

Nothing is real. 
So it's best to just be knowledgable about weird things.
Like bad writing
or fruits.
Picturing people as people 
is better than picturing them as fruits.

Because there's nothing cool 
about a hero nobody likes. 
But everyone can relate 
to responsibilities
or food.
or the biggest world dominating crush.

You can't get the world
to serve one person.
Someone too good
for air or water.
But you can put them
in a big environment in an anime.

Everyone is ugly
and beautiful.
But you can turn your brain off
when you're untrapped and full of love.
It's a way to create new memories.
And socialism.

UFO

People are not who they say they are. 
They're more or less. 

For example,
women don't eat.
They sniff out food to create good memories. 

It's weird.
But that's the only truth we know
We don't know anything else.
 
For example,
when are we real?

Nobody knows for sure.
Shrugalicious tyranasaurus.

Because due to forced social situations,
we talk 
about things we don't know.

If that's the case,
then no one is real.

What a bummer.

Maybe Ace Ventura is real. 
But who is Ace Ventura?

Personally,
I think he's the secret identity 
of someone producing dubstep.

The true Skrillex.

Neocities

There are wrong impressions,
bad impressions,
and imagined impressions.
Then there's weird online behaviour
born out of desperation

ehh... anons
believing superficial things
to be deeper than they are
is certainly bizarre
but fun to watch

Everyone in an MMO
has a chance to be normal
or crazy.
We should give everyone a fair chance
of impressing us.

Love and friendship
can be scams
if we make people think so.
Scam artists
love the gullible.

Feelings 
are just chemical reactions.
We can develop feelings
for softwares
and sites.

Imagine if nothing had any reason.
And everything is pretty just because.
We'd all be at Neocities.

The White Album

It's one of the better ones. 
Gotta thank a beggar. 
We're all in this together.

It's strange to realize
that we're all below somebody.
She's only 21 and a Barbie.

It's about quality friendship.
Forgive and forget 
and let the good stuff surface.

Internet person.
Real money trading
for a good natured long haired boy.

Internet finds
like dried blood and handwriting.
Relaxing routine.

Internet normies
get a sense of satisfaction
from finishing.

We like humans and human bodies.
And weirdos.
Her colour is purple.

We get immersed in make belief.
Form a party.
It's about a lot of things. 

We are drawn to beauty.
Everyone deserves
a chance to be normal.

DoomFan88

What do games say about people?
That they're 107 of them.
So many yet so little.
It's like a conspiracy.
One can be so casual that they become extreme.
There's no perfect way to be normal.

Everything is a game.
Nothing is real.

A trapped mind, a recycled mind, a small world
Killing all the monsters.
Learning how to human by imitating John Lennon.
Holding a grudge against time puzzles.
Non-stop internet.
Trying sex once before he dies.

In a shared world
everyone's been to Chapel Street.

One day maybe 
he'll be normal, feel normal, think normal
Because of a revolution
Time changes everything. 
Today he's unfazed and unjealoused by bikini bodies.
Accepting his true self.

Not feeling like a stray.
A community found.

Some people can't be saved
Arguments to the left, arguments to the right
It's not our responsibility
We can only do our best.
They can't believe when people are nice.
So many angry people.

Much egg-citement
The feeling of starting over

bubbles

What is the truth when there are 100 million gazillion bubbles?
I don't know. . .
Shrugalicious tyranasaurus.
But at least it beats internalized self-hatred. 

Anime comments are bizarre.
So suspicious of the opposite sex.
weird.
Normies are good for your health.

Bad songs.
They're charming like bad pathfinding AI.
Dey can be an unlikely source __________OF INSPIRATION.
w e ' r e  n o t  d e e p .

Not everything can be as epic as we imagine them to be/
change doesn't come easy
IT'S A MESSY LIFE.
let's become amazing people

Humans are organisms that lie           
but their lies can be more interesting than the truth.
failures.
with a lot of luck and conspiracy

It's impOrtant to empathize with as many people as possible.
because of Deaths in reality tv.
asocial
The social world doesn't have to be chaotic.

North Korea

Some worlds are not connected to other worlds. No one ever finds them. What are they like?

Well, they're like everything. But also, nothing. They're full of commas. But also, full stops.

Michael Bay directed Pearl Harbor. People have seen Pearl Harbor. Pearl Harbor is big.

Kate Beckinsale was not 50 in that. But a nasty commenter was 80 on his 18th birthday.

The day before Christmas, a weird edgelord tweets out a strange theory about worlds.

It posits that all women are binary. And that mathematics is a scam. And that 2+2=5.

He got to work with Benny Blanco once. Some worlds just pop in and out of existence.

Art for socialism sake is an almost instant big world because it concerns everybody.

This is not North America. This is the internet. There be bubbles of all sizes everywhere.

Thursday, December 7, 2023

Nella

No one is real.
Jacob Elordi is her celebrity crush. 

sleeping to jrock...
eating cheese with biscuits...

It's a bubble.
But it's a happy bubble.

Her weirdness
is not enough to cause an earthquake.

What she got
in her room 
is pure maximalism.

Much rizz
from understanding 
human interactions.

Dreaming big
of enby fashion
and Netflix money.

But for now
just chilling
to the worst anime.

ALIEN BREAD ALIEN BREAD ALIEN BREAD

You know... 
we haven't been kind to aliens

Mankind
has not been kind.

We should've just eaten bread.
Alien bread.

It's a boring thing
but it's entertainment for aliens.

Especially since 
they've enabled all the crazy down in normieland. 

1) Randomized enemies...
2) Guy who knows the names of all the actresses...

That kind of thing
extremes

Not everyone
is as brave as Pamela Anderson though.

Sometimes
make up like that gets you the best sleep.

Barry's back. barry good.

500,000 pieces of culture
including Spacehey
teleports you to another place.
Is it SEEART or OAHSIS?
who knows... 

All i know is that Barry's back. 
And that's "barry good". 
Because Ahmed
is no longer turned on
by the 2010s.

Who should we listen to
for personality?
Idk...
So many questions 
in a pretentious game.

I think real experts ask more
and they notice
big age gaps.
The bigness is so big. 
It's like Godzilla vs King Kong.

Mind control is fun

Everyone is crazier than you think. 
They are also more normal than you think.
Some eat bitcoins for breakfast
with Agnes.
Others make weapons using alien metal
for Ashanti.

Virginia is a video game.
Tigerfrost is a video gamer on Youtube.
Not everyone is famous
on Spotify.
But everyone is beautiful and ugly
on Instagram.

What is my brain?
It is the most normal friendly thing ever.
A fan of Minhwan
armed with a light sword.
Especially
when not listening to Beyonce.

They make virtually everything searchable.
Even swamp dragons at Pinkpop.
Making time for socializing
is distracting.
But enjoying things together
can be endless fun.

OiIOIIIO

[rewprlpit tjpigjts

Not being crazy when turning off taps is trying something different. 
There's nothing haunting about fun rap songs. 
Children singing the national anthem, forgetting about the human one.
Everyone is happy completing stuff. 
He doesn't fear death. He's very relatable. 
The unlikely hero comes from Scam City. 
Andrew / Andy was happy quitting small content. 

There's so much CGI in Rihannaland.
Songs are easy and boring.
Other people and other things. And a strong kokoro.
We all have to start somewhere so many times.
Humans have butts but animals have butts too.
The happy and angry shopkeeper is flirting with tongue ulcer.

We're just letting the background video play. 
The rude customer is practicing sitting less to save the future.
Sometimes we're in the mood for a talky-talky piece.
I love the pew pew sounds.
Jrock can be predictably reliable. 
Shopkeeper was a terrific soldier in X-Com. 

Miss Alexander is a fan of the cheaper groceries.
The Shower After Workout Club is full of normal aliens.
The anon from the future has played GTA VI.
How long is a chicken?
Four pillars of community building for AI.
Everyone is beautiful and ugly if you really think about it.

[ lucky ]

not knowing what to do
in between things is unlucky
might as well
name all your soldiers
because smoke grenades are cheap
especially for short muscular men

it's satisfying to watch a pro
cover fast food and death
because it's extremely lucky
to be immersed
in another person's world.
anything to not think about exercise

"Imitating Habits
to Become A Lucky Person
to Find Yourself"
that's a movie made by aliens
it's a piece of fiction
more real than reality

humans can be
little monsters sometimes
everytime we let the animal out
when the broccoli has soften
that's good rng
making bored people feel lucky

Friday, December 1, 2023

Hamster (Sister of Happy Lazer)

since the dawn of wifi
she was the only star of b-movies
featuring 
very clean prisoners wearing make up
her name was Hamster
she was the sister of Happy Lazer

with a very weird script
she's used to 
picking up ammo clips at weird places
it's like a point and click adventure
feeling energized
by physically demanding sidequests

the ability to sight-read music
makes her feel normal
when she's not
reading stories written on walls and desks
an impediment to progress
her quirks

perfectly sculpted 
and famous among Indonesian influencers
her enemy walks witih a limp
so blown away
yet so unimpressed
by her workout routine

Happy Lazer

named after a famous heroine
a chocolate bun sent her to heaven
her name was Happy Lazer
she was as impressive as Faker
with pretty monster designs
making fantasy feel real
her archnemesis 
was a highly attractive male

a fan of dungeons
since the age of negative 4
fascinated with illnesses
and obscure jpop idols
her favourite foods are overnight oats
and happy foods without sugar
she wouldn't know these words
if she were any younger

she makes the most intricate coffee
from a place not on the map
because everyone is ugly and beautiful
and very easy to kill
it gives her a sense of completion
to entertain people 
with song covers and giant robots
making her a very unlikely idol

what goes up must come down
is what guitars say to her
that's why she's good 
at making those bendy bendy sounds
creating
wild characters, wild habits, wild health plans
because people need people
and she needs the weird ones

epsxe

it's tiring 
to think about where you stand
all the time

i don't know what i am
but i know 
that music can take you to another world

or to a place
with every monster
zombies, vampires, everything
even friendly giraffes

to reveal?
or to relate?
sometimes you can do both

move to another country
and stay at your own
on the internet\\

remembering all the people
who were nice to you
like someone 
who knows the names of vtubers

trying something different on the internet
going up the Garuberk Tower
using horror to create calm

we try to be normal
but die by cake
they put sugar in everything

everything goes bye bye
even kimchi fried rice
we get used to upgrades
then we get bored

bagel 217

. baseball cap . fictional company . Manushi Chhillar .
. Lyla Hawking . The Silver Dragon . I'd Rather Sleep .
. Subsonic Eye . guided meditation . Kero Kero Bonito .
. blood sample . The Black Lantern . Pascal Letoublon .
. Raoul Barbet . listening station . The Sunless City .

1. Uber Eats. 1. lithium battery. 1. Ash Twin Project.
2. lock pick. 2. dormant volcano. 2. Grace Bloodlines.
3. Aka Manto. 3. Rain Cove Point. 3. chance encounter.
4. Wisecrack. 4. council meeting. 4. Matthew Porretta.
5. coal mine. 5. graveyard shift. 5. Black Hole Forge. 

- beauty sleep - The Closing Shift - Brown Bear Diner -
- Galen Tipton - Kite Bros Railway - Charlotte Harmon -
- Viva Seifert - Three Seals Motel - Sokolov's Elixir -
- scenic route - cultural landmark - Admiral Havelock -
- Homura Akemi - Marks and Spencer - Coldridge Prison -

bonus: Yoasobi / Black Bear Forest / The Regal Beaver